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Hola people! I am bored and decided to do this tagging thing. I'll tag five or six peeps and add my own question at the bottom.
Stolen from the fabulous xD
1. What is your favorite thing to draw/write about?
Mostly I just draw random Winx OCs or doodle eyes/stars everywhere. In terms or writing which I do more often,
I write about more emotional things I guess, however, nature is a lovely topic to write about
2. What’s your favorite TV show or Movie?
WHAT KIND OF QUESTION IS THIS?! Omg so difficult. I mostly just watch kids cartoons with my sister (we're losers) and I love anime♥
3. Do you like video games?
To be completely honest I absolutely suck at them but I like them for the most part, depends on which one I'm playing
4. What inspired you to start drawing/writing?
Hmm, good question. A couple years back, I didn't really have a way of expressing my frustrated/ angry emotions other than piano and
I started keeping a notebook and wrote some honest thoughts and stuff, which eventually transitioned into poetry and song lyrics over time
5. Favorite Season?
Don't be too shocked, but it's Winter and I don't mind Autumn either. I just really don't like the warm weather, it's not my favourite thing.\
6. What’s the one thing you are happy to be ashamed to love?
Uhhhhh there are many things, but I'm not really ashamed to say I am absolutely obsessed with the sport of cricket♥
Also, I am ashamed to say I love CW's Riverdale, mostly because I am obsessed with Archie Comics
7. Describe your best friend
Hmm my best friend has got to be my little sister. She's absolutely insane and is the only one who knows the insane part of me.
I can fangirl about weird things with her and she's just a great, kind, caring and genuine human being. Man, I love that kid.
8. Do you like shoes or are you more a barefoot person?
I absolutely love this question because I am definitely more a barefoot person. If I could go my whole life without shoes or socks I totally would.
9. Showers or baths?
Showers for sure. Idk baths are weird to me
10. Favorite food?
If you've read my previous journal entries you'll know I absolutely LOVE SOUPPPP!!! Obsessed. Also, rice is a must in life.
11. Your favorite thing about being an artist?
Expression and passion are two things that you can create that other people can look at and relate to and I think that is absolutely beautiful.
12. What do you want to be when you grow up?
I actually got accepted into college for Business Administration - Marketing, so I'm fairly excited for that. I'd like to work as a Creative Director, which is the job title I'm going for.
13. Procrastinator or get-er-done?
Hm, I'd say I'm both - hate falling behind but at the same time I'm so lazy. But hey, a couple years ago I used to be a HUGE procrastinator, so I've definitely come a long way since then
14. (My Question) What are your top five most-listened-to songs right now?
1. Coming True by Guards
2. Bridges by Broods
3. Collide by James Bay
4. World On Fire by Les Friction
5. Give Me A Love by Sixx:A.M
Do this tag if you wish, folks~
Am I?Is my blood maybe green?
Are my eyes purple?
Are they always wide open?
Is my hair maybe blue?
Does frozen air come out of my mouth?
Do I maybe speak static noise?
Yes, I do.
I do not hurt
I exist in two bodies
And a leaping soul
Farewell my good will
I forgot my sanity
I forgot my name
But my sins are pure.
I wishI wish I was different
A different body
And a pretty dress
A different name
And not such a mess
I wish my voice would call
For those who beautifully fall
I wish my soul could come up to my mouth
And show itself to everyone around
I wish I was the representation
Of what represents my endless damnation
I wish I could maybe finally fall
because If I didn't really accomplish my goal
The only way I'd go
Is down the rabbit hole
I wish at least it didn't hurt so much
And all it did was touch my heart
I wish I wasn't so delusional
I wish I didn't wish so much
Because once you wish you never make it back
It only brings you back to your thoughts
And it only makes it worse
I wish this night wouldn't make me so sad
I wish I didn't write poems
And be what I wish for instead
Blessing of the HeavensAngels glide through the heavens
Messengers of the sun
Under their second-hand light
Even heathens like me
Can feel free
ForeverForever is but an illusion,
As the present is the only gift,
Such a fickle world can promise.
These months seem to pass us by,
But it is eternity to the dragonfly.
We are all specks,
In the eyes of the stars,
Our whole lives ignited and extinguished,
In the blink of an eye.
Forever is but an illusion, my dear,
So let's enjoy the present,
The world has not yet decided on tomorrow.
Lost (in) My MindVivid dreams and blurry memories
I won't wake up
Won't open my eyes
Out there is pain and suffering
Can't be strong enough to stand up again
Here there is peace and calm
Don't need to guard my heart from sharpened (s)words
Vivid dreams and blurry memories
Don't make me wake up
Don't open my eyes
Out there are lies and slick deceits
Can't tell right from wrong
Here my friends' speak in a flow of honey
Don't have to bite my venomous tongue
Vivid dreams and blurry memories
I can't wake up
Can't open my eyes
Out there my comrades say they've no emotion
But they're the ones with tears in their eyes
Here I'm not affected my worldly curses
I'm indifferent, tired, just fine
Clearer dreams and blurrier memories
I must wake up
Must open my eyes
Out there is love and family
True friends who help you up
Here is forgetfulness and unreality
Impossible bliss and untold wishes
Distracting dreams and fleeing memories
I will wake up
Will open my eyes
Release dreams and make new memories
Last GoodbyeMay I hold you?
He extended his hand to her, praying she would take his offer. No words passed between them as time ticked by. She studied him, trying to read his thoughts. A smile formed on her lips as she placed her hand in his. Carefully, he lifted her from the chair and wrapped an arm about her small waist. He held her close; her perfume filled his senses with a flood of happy memories. Like all the ones before, he wanted this moment to be imprinted – forever.
May I be your shield?
Gently guiding her around the room, he noted her fragile figure. It made his heart cry. They had been through so much, and he was not ready to accept this as the end. She had fought hard through every obstacle; defying the odds at every turn. The pit in his stomach told him she no longer had the same push anymore; the same battle stance to take it all on. As his heart lowered to the floor with the ultimate realization, he looked deep into her eyes. The sparkle, though faint, was still